Emotions

Sorry somedays I just need to write how I'm feeling, it helps me to work through my emotions.  And I'm sad to say that today is one of those days.  Somedays I feel like crying all day like this baby.  It has been a rough year and I'm just trying to find ways to work through everything so I don't explode.

Part 1 of my emotional day

My Angel Baby

To the baby that I carried

But never seen your eyes

Or tell you how much I loved you

Or ever to hear your cries.

You will never be forgotten

The excitement we had for your coming.

When I realized I'd never hold you,

The feeling I had was numbing.

My angel baby is who you are.

My angel baby you'll always be.

Your loving memory will live in my heart

So you will always be right here with me.

Part 2 to my emotional day

Sunny days seem to hurt the most

I wear the pain like a heavy coat

I feel you everywhere I go

I see your smile, I see your face

I hear you laughin' in the rain

I still can't believe your gone

It ain't fair you died to young

Like the story that had just begun

But death tore the pages all away

God know how I miss you

All the hell that I've been through

Just knowin' no-one could take your place

An' sometimes I wonder

Who'd you be today

Would you see the world 

Would you chase your dreams

Settle down with a family

I wonder what would you name your babies

Some days the sky's so blue

I feel like I can talk to you

I love ya Tanner

Thanks for listening, sometimes if I write down how I feel, it's a little bit like therapy.